This Amazing Girl

Into a few weeks of uni... as listed on my previous goal, looking for a girl friend. I know it sounds disgusting to some, but ill post it anyway, guess thats how desperate i am. During lecture and tutorials, i kind of look around different girls and observe their personality and try to identify their traits by just looking. But, my condition was that there must be eye contact between us before i will make any move.

Finally, on the 18th of March, last thursday. I found this really nice girl in my maths tutorial room. Her smile was simply amazing, so i made my move. I walked her to her first workshop, and i went on home, it was like the best feeling in the world, for that week..... Then on Tuesday, Heaven granted me my wish. After my Cell Biology Lecture, i hang out with her from 9am to 5.30pm-ish. The initial plan was to watch Dear John at the cinemas, but the screening time wasnt in our favor, so we just walk back and forth on Queens Street Mall. I enjoyed every second of the moment she was by my side, it's a day i will treasure in my heart for a very long time.

The next day (wednesday), i did some biology revision with her in the library. Everytime i looked at her smile, i feel like caring for her even more....... i never cared for anyone else like how i cared for her.

Just today, i had the same maths lecture as her.... i sat down at the front hoping she would notice me and sit next to me. Unfortunately for me, she walked pass me without noticing, until she came to the front (assuming her friend told her im in front). That moment, i wasnt happy, but im not miserable. Later today, i waited for her outside her workshop at 4pm, which was supposedly when the workshop finished. She walked out... and passed me without noticing me again... Now im at the city, blogging and being emo, sort of feel like crying as well.. lols...

Anyway, some of you that read this might laugh at this, some of you might think that im sweet or so. Now that im feeling this way, im not sure what I should do, give up? or keep trying? Now i feel like being alone for the rest of the week. If the girl i was referring to read this, i'm sorry, i dont know what to do.... I'll make my move after the exam... give her some space and time. Guess ill just have to keep trying and dont overdo anything

Condition: *hopeful*

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